BABY

 be like a baby

because the baby does not know


about past


as well as it doesnt care


about future also


but it enjoys


every second...

                                          ...... RAIN DROP.......
rain drops never know

where they fall


but thet create a chillness


on the places they fall


always be a rain drop


by creating happiness around you

      

                                             WHATS MY FAULT...??

why for everything i am blamed

for every misfortunes i am named

when i was small, mom dad died

alone day and night i cried

WHATS MY FAULT,  for there death people say i am responsible

please don't blame me, parents are there for lifelong not treated as disposable

i really love them that's why i miss them at every happy or unhappy time

they have gone, people are arresting me for committing this crime

without parents, life becomes so worthless

feel like trapped in a big mess 

i was immature, i got greedy for love and care, but i was innocent

i didn't knew for this after becoming mature, i will be called as characterless and indecent

i toked with every guy and girl

my intentions were not wrong, i was in search of sympathy, my heart is as pure as pearl

WHATS MY FAULT if toking with guys makes me called as slut

if my parents would be there i wouldn't roam here and there for love and affection as nut

blindly i trusted people, with them i shared my feelings

so to get some consoling words when i was ailing

for being frank i got fooled and people took me for grant and humiliated me and made my fun

don't worry, one day i will also get a turn

in so young age i got shattered

alone so many years,how i have passed, that my heart is broken into pieces got scattered

life has become horrible

WHATS MY FAULT  i am gullible

i show people i am very bad and wrong

but i am good at heart and not so strong

i try to do positive

but where my name comes, people think there everything will be negative

WHATS MY FAULT i am different, i have not got good nourishment

WHATS MY FAULT, god took my MOTHER AND FATHER, for what he is giving me this punishment

don't misunderstand me, i am not bad

WHATS MY FAULT, if parents i don't had

EM WARNING YOU ALL, THIS WORLD IS VERY CRUEL

PEOPLE WONT HELP YOU, THEY WILL FOOL YOU,TAKE YOU FOR GRANT,  BUT PARENTS ARE THE ONE WHO WILL BE WITH YOU FOR LIFELONG,SO START RESPECTING THEM AND REALISE THERE WORTH BECAUSE WITHOUT PARENTS LIFE IS LIKE HELL.

टूटा फर्निचर

उसका पुराने तन से बहुत पुराना नाता है ,

पुराने टाइम पीस की थकी हुई चाबी ,

बिना नागे के वो हर रोज़ घुमाता है।

पुराने फ्रेम वाली धुंधली सी ऐनक ,

बार बार साफ़ करता नाक पर चढ़ाता है।

खांसता खंखारता पीली पद गयी तसवीरें ,

सीने से पोंछता धुल उडाता है ।

कई साल चलते HAIN उसके कईं कपडे,

फटने पर जगह जगह पैबंद लगता है।

घिसे टायरों वाली साईकिल ,

साफ़ करता है पर चला नहीं पता है।

नयी सोसाइटी में फिट नहीं होता,

बेटे के दोस्तों से दूर रखा जाता है ।

हाँ वो पुराने ख्याल वाला आदमी ,

जो पुराने संस्कार पुराना संसार

और पुराणी रवायतें भूल नहीं पता है।

जो किसी के समझ नहीं अत है ,

वो इंसान पिता कहलाता है।

दिखने में बिलकुल टूटे फर्निचर सा

जो फेंका भी नहीं जाता है और

सजाया भी नहीं जाता है।

शायद कभी काम अजय आग तपने के

इसलिए स्टोर रूम में पटक दिया जाता है.

................I DONT KNOW...............

i dont know loving you is a sin or a mistake

i dont know your love is true or fake

i dont know whats going on in your mind

i dont know love for myself where should i find

except insults what i get

i dont know should i cry or be happy for the day we met

i dont know if you love me then why does'nt you show

why you humiliate me as if i am your big foe

tell me loving you is wrong or right..??

i dont know if my future ahead with you will be bright..

.................A DROP...............


a drop of sunshine and

a drop of rain

mixed together,make a drop of beauty

a drop of beauty and

a drop of joy

mixed together makes a

drop of hope

a drop of hope and

a drop of love

mixed together makes a

MOTHER AND A FATHER

LIFE

life is a game
sad times and good times are its name

play it with honesty
not with cruelty

in this use your mind and heart
if you loose have confidence and faith and have a new start

we have to face ups and down
tackle the situation with calmness dont get frown

believe that after every dark and scary night
comes a new hope and day so bright

एक अनदेखा ख्वाब

मेरी जागी आँखों में न ख्वाब सजा इतना गहरा ,
यह मुझको दीवाना करके सारी उम्र सताएगा।
और सोच- सोच कर जिसकी बातें तनहा रातें बीती हैं,
मेरा चेहरा भी क्या याद उसे किसी दिन आएगा?
के तन्हाई है , इंतज़ार है, तेरा चेहरा , तेरा ख्याल,
तन्हाई है , इंतज़ार है, तेरा चेहरा , तेरा khyaal
अरे इतनी चीज़ें तेरे सहर में कौन जमा कर पायेगा?
की उसकी आँखों में बसने की हसरत दिल में उठती है ,
फिर लगता है की वो इतना प्यार कहाँ रख पायेगा?
मुझे अपनी आँखों में कैसे बसा पायेगा ?
एक अनदेखा ख्वाब मुझे दीवाना करके सारी उम्र सताएगा.

WHAT I WAS......WTHAT I AM.....LOVE RUINED ME......

when you was not in my life

i was very bold and as sharp as edges of knife

noone could say word against me

else the people who did that,i made them cry in plee

a girl who was very naughty and stubborn

i uesd to play pranks and throw tantrums

i was in search of love and care

someone who would deprive my tears

you was the one i choose

liked everything of yours whether your nature,nails or nose

a one with whom i shared my happiness and predicaments

a guy who was ready for help to lend

love spending time together

if i had exam tomorow,i was least bothered

ah!! time ruined you

freeting and fuming at me,nothnig else you do

my guy was changed

to see you in attitude for me it was strange

except humilation,insults.anger i got nothing new

for me respect from you is very few

except me noone else knows you better

nothing made you guilty neither my poems nor my letters

stil i had faith you will be back

i put my best efforts, i dont know in which i lack

now,everything has crossed boudations

i ve listened more than my limitations

my SELF-ESTEEM AND DIGNITY GOT LOST

i have to get it back at any cost

NOW I HAVE LOST ALL HOPES

YOU WONT EVER REALISE MY WORTH

BUT STILL I LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH......

........ FOR OUR FUTURE....

What i say now may be elementary ,

once man unravels time and it's mystery.

we travel to the past by memory ,

Imaginations what our future will be?

Delve in the theories of human minds,

it's heaven or hell or in between those lines.

push to one direction a radical turn,

wee see this paradox a great concern .

We have explored it endlessly,

how can we change the course of history?

kaleidoscopic the world seems to be ,

we need a mechanism to set us free.

Transverse the unreached boundaries

where there's no war poverty & pollution

transverse the possibilities,

where there's no environmental devastation.

Transverse the unknown energy ,

where there's a parallel dimension disguised.

transverse levels of this mystery ,

where we will be spending the rest of our lives.

In the darkness of the silence of the night,

a sparkle golden light of desire.

sent through the heart of the blamings ,

washed away all the past mistakes & sufferings.

Lightening joy & happiness ,

buying all pities & angers .

an unfamiliar power rumbling,

it rediscovered a special gift from within.

Adding new meaning to existences ,

regretting is no longer a constant companion.

forgiving because noone could turn back the calender ,

yes source created triumph.

I give you the greatest asset to guide your future,

to rebuild to create wonders.

to unite our people for better future,

blessed your life with an attitude.

To find things in which u have great passion,

together we must escape this trap of history.

SAYING THAT WE ARE THE FUTURE OF OUR COUNTRY.

clue

I am weak now
having attempted to
cry out all feelings and
emotions for you,
In one breath
youmake me smile and cry
in one phone call
you lift my spirits and
plunge me into depression
Your voice can build upmy hopes
and shatter my dreams.
You leave me wondering,
yet disenchanted.
How you do it,
I'll never know
.And that you do it,
I'll never breathe a clue
At least not to you.

अगर हो सके तो कभी लौट आना वापिस उसी घर में ,

जिसकी दीवारों पर बिखरी पड़ी हैं तुम्हारी अनगिनत यादें।

जिसके फर्श पर पड़े तुम्हारे पाँव के निशान,

पोंछे नहीं हैं अब तक किसी ने ।

आज भी जिसकी छत की मुंडेरें सर उठाये

तुम्हारी राह तकती हैं।

ज्यादा हमको मत

, कभी हो सके तो लौट आना।

बहुत कठिन है सूरज बनना ,

ऊँचे उठकर रोशन होकर साड़ी दुनिया के लिए जलना ।

नहीं बन सको ऐसा न सही , पर कोशिश करना

की बन सको एक नन्हा सा दिया ।

छोटी सी उम्र लेकर जो बस एक रात जिया,

दामन को अपने जलाकर भी देना किसी रात को एक रोशन सवेरा ।

दुनिया का न सही दूर करना एक ही दिल का उदास अँधेरा,

बुझते दिए से नयी लौ जलना , अगर हो सके तो लौट आना।

आज शीशे में अपना अक्स छोड़ आये हैं

, वक़्त की शाख से कुछ लम्हें तोड़ आये हैं।

रास्ते जिन पर बिना साथ यूँ ही चलते रहे,
तेरे क़दमों की तरफ आज मोड़ आये हैं ।

आँख खुलते ही कई शख्स अजनबी से लगे ,
उनसे घबरा कर तेरे पास दौड़ आये हैं।

घूँट भरते ही वो जानेंगे खुमारी का असर ,
जाम में उनके आज दिल निचोड़ आये हैं।

TRIALS AND TREBULATIONS FACED BY GIRL-CHILD..!!

why when a girl is born

she gets less food and clothes which are tattered and torn

why boys and girls are compared

girls are less cared

many of them do not even get a chance to come on this earth

they are killed before there birth

boys are the ones who are send to schools

girls are made to be at home,and do all house hold work as is they dont have brains and are big fools

parents behaves as a paradox,by providing boys higher education

girls are neglected and also their intelligence and creations

why girls are treated as weak and vein..??

why they are beaten,abused given all the pains..??

from their birth to their marriage,they have to struggle day and nights

even though our constitution say-ALL MEN AND WOMEN HAVE EQUAL RIGHTS

girls are considered as burden on parents

for this type of behaviour-she repents

predicaments of girl does not end here

after her marriage she faces troubles there

womens are sexually harassed

her dreams are crashed

dowry,rapes,sati-pradha, at differnt aspects she is ailing

she looses her confidence, results in suicides and GIRL CHILD KILLING

girl becomes daughters,wifes and mothers,

for her desires and aspirations noone bothers

GIRLS OUR RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR NEXT-GENERATIONS

SO WE HAVE TO CHANGE OUR THINKING AND STOP THERE HARRASMENTS AND GIVE GIRL-CHILD PROTECTION........

...........FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL...........

you are a guy

with whom i can fly

with whom i share

without any fear

used to eat pan

you are always been my jan

love eating chat

you are always in my heart

your tag-hadh hain yar

god may gives you lots of car

you call me miss busy

but mr.you are very lazy

i dont know how much pounds

so that i found

you used to care

my eyes are always full of tears

you dont even trust

then i burst like earth crust

i dont like you talking with girls

i love wearing pearls

atlast i love pug puppy

may you be my lifes hubby...........♥ ♥

LoNElY gIrL iN THe tOwN..!!

walking all alone on a lonely road

mummering music notes

everywhere its dark

no lights,scary parks

this is what new happening in my life

blood is flowing all around as,my heart is cut with knife

i have forgot my way

even the words like joy and gay

i got astray from my aim

for all this i am ready to take that blame

i suddenly makes my mind,and make me strong,

but oh god,something happens which make me weak and then i start bemoaning for long

i dont know whether there will be shine in my life ahead

OR I HAVE TO SUFFER,TILL LEAVES WILL SHED

............I CANT STOP LOVING YOU..........

i have got no scales to measure what i feels

nor theres any screen made,to show what my heart reveals

lost in you in days.awaken nites disturbed

ample of feeling for you,shorts of words

affectionate feeling for your

i feel like a rain drop pure

glare is see in your eyes

intensity is felt in your smiles

shyfull redness of your cheeks

my heart beats out and peeps

and tells me onethning everytime

your virus has caught me in flue

oh god,I CANT STOP LOVING YOU

something beats in my ribs called heart

Every beat is your,it say

if you are with me far apart

i wont say you are special part of my life

or most valuable for me

all i can say you made me alive

and made my life special for me

mistake i commit,many times since start

your face turn fury red and hart stone hard

you have no thoughts what i feel for you

i have no ideas what i am goin through

describtions is not possible for me

all that i can say is that,I CANT STOP LOVING YOU

on when i look back,then i regret for that

but i am left with loneliness

time sliding frm my hand

and tears in eyes,none over my head

I dont want you to get away

i dont wanna miss you or desire you to do

I DONT MIND IF YOU DONT LOVE ME

BUT DEAR I CANT STOP LOVING YOU

A PLEDGE TO GOD...!!

Oh My dEaR gOd!!

LeT My pRoBlEmS Be sOrT

lEt ThE vAcAnT SPaCeS bE fILlED WiTh HaPiNEes

LeT jOYs Of lIfE bE UnFuRlEd

LeT Me bReAtHE The fResH AiR

lEt Me bE LeFt bY AlL tHaT sPaReS

lEt RiDe Me oN tO ThE jOrNeY oF lOvE

LeT mE bE AwaY FrOm thE sADdESt buG

lEt The suN Of mY LiFe bE SHiNe aNd cLoUds Of My lIfE Be RaIn

LeT It WaSH aWaY THe SiNs oF mY lIfE

lEt mE BE FaR AwAY FrOm ThE WoRsTesT TiDe

lEt thE FlOweRs OF my lIfE OnES BlOOm aGaIn

lEt tHE StArS Of My hEaRt,SpArKlEs OnEs MoRe

LeT tHe BiTTerNesS,Be PaRteD AnD sWEETnEss bE mOrE

lEt yOu WiPe OuT My LiFeS WriNklEs wIth bLuShEr

lEt YoUr sHaDoW Be fUrLeD oN mE

LeT yOu bE pItY FoR mE

lEt ThE WoRlD SEEmS LikE fAiRyTaLeS

YOU BE THE FAIRY TO CLOT MY WORRIES AND I AM STEALTHILY IN PLEE..!!

...........MY NEED......

There is pain in my tender eyes

because i am fed up of all that lies

cleverness and sharpness is what realy deals

it puts me in the hell and inferiority what i feels

they contineously makes me cry

in every possible way and try

there is burning sensation in my heart

noone is bothered,careness and love is not a part

but had neone noticed the reality..??

nothing is better then spirituality

but when you people will understand this

it will be too late,my eyes will shed there lashes for long

and nothing will left to ossicilate

MY NEEDS AND MEANING,WILL THEN BE UNDERSTOOD BY YOU,BECAUSE MY LOVE IS ALWAYS TRUE

........ME AND MY DESTINY....

i have seen a lot of stress,

but at the end of the day it all gets supress..

i revise what i have earned,

and think what i have learned

but else its life!!

and life goes on..............

but i do mind,that the pages of my life are turned

i have faith in god,that one day i will be fine

that one day i will see a gud sign,

there are many questions in my mind

but the time is the biggest answer,

till the hapiness be transfered

my day will also come and i will be without stress,

i will forgot all my worries and everything which is in mess

someone will come to lift up my destiny

someone who will be mine and made for me only.....

someone who will sagefuard my dreams and protect me

a one in whose arm i will feel blessedand stress free

ITS NOT A PLEDGE !! BUT ITS MY FATE AND MY DESTINY....

THEY MADE THE CHILD LABOURERS SMILE

welcome to india where the cows eat hay

wee see child labourers everyday.

Do u know what is child labour?

it's not a new ice-cream flavour.

it's something a bit serious

as well as mysterious.

when u ol r in ur bed sleeping

they are in their homes weeping

when u ol r in dhabaz eating,

what they get their is just beating.

So what should we do ???????

should v sit here n luk at them????

just luk at them!!!!

What are we going to do and when ??

now, if u r ready sit down

let me tell u a litle story

about the 2 child labourers ALAN & YOGI

coming out of d cracker factory wid d rest

u cud judge dat yogi was d best.

yes he was d best but in what manner?

he was d best in making d cracker!

He had an ill mother & an ill brother

he had no way out but to steal d heather

yes he stole $ yes he was caught

wat a change in d world humanns have brought

Now let us hear about ALAN ,d other child

who at the age of 12 became wild .

he became wild coz he was forced to work

he had no food whatever he got he ate it wid perk.

he had nothing to wear not a house to stay

but to live the life he had to find a way.

Yogi after stealing fled to kanpur

they both met at the kanpur fair &

together they made a wonderful pair.

They told their past to each other

& thought that they were real brothers.

They decided to fight CHILD LABOUR

but in starting no1 was in favour.

Now d story began in KANPUR, d land wid a master plan

to take the world in hand.

They worked very hard 4 many years

to remove from children all d fears.

they did succeed in their mission

from them we should learn the lesson.

In short,

Together they TRIED

Together they TRIED

Together they CRIED

Together they CRIED

& above d whole world together they SMILED &

THEY MADE THE CHILD LABOURERS SMILE

So, if they can why can't we?

BECAUSE TOGETHER WE CAN & TOGETHER WE WILL!!!!!!

ME-THE SIN MY MOTHER COMMITED

[mY TrUe lIfE SItUaTiOn]

i dont know who i am
still i am butuchered like an inocent lamb
when i came on this earth
this is what the problem that people have taking of my birth
when i opened my tiny eyes
everything seemed to quagmire noone from mines was there to stop my cries
i was employiring god that time to take my breath away
GIVING ME BIRTH IS THE BIGGEST SIN MY MOTHER HAD COMMITED I SAY
for her that sin god took her from me
a small lad was shattered into pieces cryin in plee
i attempted differnt things to kill myself
thing stoped me from doing that is the photograph kept in my shelf
as i grew young
on me diffent blames,were put it
my self-esteem was looted
wherever i went i got humiliation
like if i had betrayed the nation
word against my character was pronounced
my heart was broken,then i renounced

FOR THAT SIN MY MOTHERS SPIRIT HAS BEEN CONDEMNED TO WANDOUR ON THE EARTH
MOTHER.WHY DID YOU DID THAT.I WOULD PREFER HELL THEN HAVING THIS REDEAMING BIRTH....