...I'M SORRY....

I’m sorry of being so emotional



I’m sorry of being so possessive


I’m sorry that I cry for you


I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed


I’m sorry for the damage I made


I’m sorry I’ve made you sick


Sorry I hurt you so deep


I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights


I’m sorry for each and every fight


I’m sorry for your pain & agony


I’m sorry for the missing harmony


I’m sorry for my selfish love


I’m sorry for not caring enough


I’m sorry for my restlessness


I’m sorry for the losing grace


I’m sorry my friend I made you mad


I’m sorry darling you are so sad


Sorry for not giving you any happiness


Sorry because it’s my disgrace


I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much


I’m sorry I always miss your touch


I’m sorry of being so mad about you


I’m sorry for my every blue


I’m sorry of being so immature


I’m sorry now that can’t be cured


I’m sorry of being myself


I’m sorry that I’ve failed


I’m sorry and sorry again


I’m sorry of being insane


But believe me that I love you


Should I say sorry for that too?

    ......NO MATTER WHAT OUR TROUBLES, I STILL LOVE YOU......


No matter what our troubles, I still love you,



As though a part of me were also you.


Life isn't easy, but I know without you


There will be bitterness in all I do.


I feel the broken heaven in my heart,


The blight that will outlast the years of healing,


The darkness underneath all time and art,


The pain that from within there's no concealing.


We were so much in love when we first met,


A river that would reach, in time, the sea.


We ought not let despair turn to regret,


But be through choice what love chose us to be.


No love can last except it be through will.


Were wastelands in our path, I'd love you still.

               .......OH HEART.........


Oh heart, oh heart, why must you beat?



Oh heart, oh heart, why must you weap?


Oh heart, oh heart, why must you hide?


Oh heart, oh heart, what lies inside?


Oh heart, oh heart, why must you cry?


Oh heart, oh heart, why do you despise?


Oh heart, oh heart, why are you weak?


Oh heart, oh heart, why can't you speak?


Oh heart, oh heart, why must you burn?


Oh heart, oh heart, why can't you learn?


Oh heart, oh heart, what went wrong?


Oh, heart, oh heart, can't you be strong?


Oh heart, oh heart, why are you blue?


Oh heart, oh heart, where are you?

       .........I REMEMBER........

                                   


I remember why we separated



And why I have no regrets


I remember it’s always easy to forgive


But not as easy to forget


I remember being in his presence


Yet I still felt all alone


I remember asking why is he here?


I’m doing everything on my own


I remember doing all the work


While he reaped the benefits


I remember being good to him


But he didn’t appreciate it


I remember holding conversation


Hoping to be heard


I remember how he brushed me off


And didn’t listen to one word


I remember all the times


I felt completely misunderstood


I remember thinking why do I try?


It does neither of us any good


I remember discussing a possible future


Our plans, my goals and views

I remember him showing no interest at all

He doesn’t think the way I do

I remember trying to voice my concerns


Making it clear that I was bored


I remember the day I got fed up


Sick and tired of being ignored


I remember thinking to myself


That warning was his last


I remember how he was once a present


Now a product of my past


I remember thinking enough is enough


I shall argue no more


I remember the day I packed my things


And headed for the door


I remember the way he stared at me


With sadness in his eyes


I remember leaving peacefully and thinking


Why is he surprised?


I remember all the fear I felt


After making my decision


I remember when loneliness set in


It wasn’t an easy transition


I remember getting accustomed


To doing things on my own


I remember gaining the peace of mind


That comes with being alone


I remember the sense of pride I felt


When I got my life on track


I remember when I walked away


There was no looking back


I remember the day he called me up


Trying to redeem himself


I remember breaking the news to him


“I’ve moved on with someone else”


I remember all my efforts and energy


That’s why I have no regrets


I remember it was just as easy


To forgive, to move on and to forget

               ...LIFE'S CHOICES CHANGES OUR LIVES...


Why did I decide to change the course of my life?


I was impatient and naive that I let people take advantage of me.


My life has turned up side down and now it is crashing down.


I thought I could find love and hold it, blindly I went for it.


And tried to hold on to someone I thought felt the same.


But only cause myself heartache and pain.


I gave all that I had my mind and body and soul.


For what, only to be told that I was not the one he wanted to hold.


That I was just someone he could control.


Said he was ashamed to be seen with me.


You don’t know what that has done to me.


How stupid am I that I cry and cry.


Cry out why? Why?


Then I am reminded of the choices I had made.


Those choices have changed my life completely.


I have done this to myself.


No one is to blame.


I thought if I ignored the pain.


The pain would go away and things would change.


But I was wrong things have changed.


I do not feel the same.


For what was once love has turned to hate.


And now I must make my escape.

        .....OLD MEMORIES ARE MORE BEAUTIFUL...


Old things are more beautiful



than many things brand new


Because they bring fond memories


of things we used to do.


Old photographs in albums,


love letters tied with lace


Recapture those old feelings


that new ones can't replace.


Baby shoes, a Teddy bear,


a ring that grandma wore,


Are treasures waiting there behind


a door marked "Nevermore".


Old things are more beautiful,


more precious day-by-day.


Because they are the flowers


we planted yesterday.

 ....PEACE WITHIN YOU...


From the glowing embers of your spirit



Came a little warmth of your love


Together we set it in a cozy little spot


Safe from the world up above


Then a soothing breath from your lungs


Helped to ignite the flame


On that lonely candle


In the core of my soul


As time passed day by day


Conflicts caused great winds to blow


But you cupped your hands around it


And it just flickered with a brilliant glow


They say that nothing is forever


But I don't believe that's true


That little candle in my heart


Is a loving peace from you............

.....ey guys...i am really sorry..for geting away from you for so long time....i was pissed up in exams..nd net was also cut.. i am griiped with lot more stuff...now  i am back with a bang..plz forgive me...:-(

     ......LOVE AND HATE......




I.Love.You


Wonderful words, quick spoken


Wonderful words, quick broken


I.Hate.You


Painful words, quick to be said


Painful words, becoming sad


Love and Hate, opposite of each other,


Or is it? Both can be such a bother.


When your not near, I feel sad


I say I hate you, and feel bad.


But when you are here, Im happy


I say I love you, and you love me.


I hate the strange feeling


I hate the sleepless night


I love when you call


I love when you hold me tight


So when you are not here, I hate the feeling called love


I wont deny I absolutely do


But those two words, Hate and Love


Are said in the same sentence, I hate that I love you.

      ....... BE YOURSELF.......

Why would you want to be someone else



When you could be better by being yourself


Why pretend to be someone you are not


When you have something they haven't got

Cheating yourself of the life you have to live

Deprives others of that only which you can give

You have much more to offer by being just you

Than walking around in someone else's shoes

Trying to live the life of another is a mistake

It is a masquerade; nothing more than a fake

Be yourself and let your qualities show through

Others will love you more for being just you

Remember that God loves you just as you are

To Him you are already a bright shining star

Family and friends will love you more too

If you spent time practicing just being you
 
 
 

 

   ........ HATE TAKES ALOT OF LOVE......

I kneel on the floor,



Tears falling from my eyes.


I have learnt to hate you,


Along with all your lies.


Then why do I still love you?


Why am i still here?


When you have broken me,


and still not shed a tear.

People say it’s plain to see,


People say its clear.


That if i just run away,


You would just disapear.


But nothing was ever simple,


There’s nothing clear to see.


I could never run away,


From what was once so dear to me.

I love you but i hate you,


Without you i’d be dead.


But you’ll be the death of me,


With all the things you’ve said.


I know this won’t make any sense,


You might misunderstand.


Please just never leave me,


I hope you’ll understand.

   .........THE TRUTH........


Say what you want



Mean what you say


Remember the darkest


Lights of that day


Be who you are


Do as you please


The truth is going to


Bring you to your knees


The truth is that


That we all need


The truth is the end


Of a mystery


The truth is out there


You will see


The truth is out there


For you and me


The truth is out there


The search is not in vain


The truth is out there


Out there in the rain


Say what you want


But you better believe


The truth is a goal


We all must achieve

   ......KANHAA KI SUNO FARIYAAD......

Yashoda maiyaa,



Kanhaa ki suno fariyaad,


Kahen gopiyaan


Uuski har baat,


Mataki fode,


Maakhan khaaye,


Hume sataaye din-raat


Yashoda maiyaa


Kanhaa ki suno fariyaad....!

Bansari bajaakar,


Deewani banaaye,


Dhun par magan kar,


Paas bulaaye


Paas bulaakar,


Kahin nazar naa aaye,


Hume tarasaaye,


Yashoda maiyaa,


Kanhaa ki suno fariyaad....!

Gharbaar chhod,


Lok laaj tyajee,


Dekh gopiyaan,


Kanhaa de sikh,


Naa todo kul ki reet,


Khud hi bawari kar,


Khud hi sikh de,


Yashoda maiyaa,


Kanhaa ki suno fariyaad....!
 
 

     .....FAIRY TALES.....

I remember reading a book about fairy tales,



I still think that men are as tough as nails,


I feel like I will be Cinderella one day,


Or maybe Sleeping Beauty in a bed I'll lay,

Maybe i'll be Snow White,


In one of Belles dresses I'll be such a sight,


I could just let my imagination run wild,


My thoughts would have to be piled!


I remember reading a book about fairy tales,

I still think that men are as tough as nails,


I feel like I will be Cinderella one day,


And now I'll just leave this poem because I have nothing left to say!
 
 
 

        .......CURSE OF LUST......



Oh Lust! You’re burning holes in our affair–



We lost our brazen face without a care–


Flaunting all in front of those who scowled,


Laughing at the doleful – e’er we howled!


Ironically, our sneering turned inside


To out the damage; tear apart our pride.


We saw! we'd fallen for the devil's dust!


Let’s in our shame the blade to take and thrust!

...... LOVE SPELL.....

love Spell







Every time I look at you


my heart skips a beat


I wonder if you know, my love,


that my heart is at your feet


I leave it there for you to do


whatever that you wish


You could take my heart,


and love me,


Or just leave me in this bliss

..... A BROTHER JUST LIKE YOU.....

A Brother Just Like You



I just want to let you know


You mean the world to me


Only a heart as dear as yours


Would give so unselfishly


The many things you've done


All the times that you were there


Help me know deep down inside


How much you really care


Even though I might not say


I appreciate all you do


Richly blessed is how I feel


Having a brother just like you

     .....AN OCEAN OF LOVE......

Have you ever sailed on vast ocean,



With no island to see, and things are out of reach?


With dreams and mysteries filled this ocean,


And a never ending faith that someone would teach?


Have you ever felt that feeling,


Of a deep calmness within you that's hard to fight?


And no one could help you believing,


That you're striving for the right?


Did you ever sailed on an ocean,


That further placed upon your heart?


For deeply below this ocean,


Lies a silent whisper, where love starts.


An ocean of Love, the ocean of dreams


Where you can find solace and exceptional truth


Though pain resides even if you don't dream


As the existence of love bears its fruit.


The fruit of harmony, bliss, and wonder


Without the seed that's buried down below


Like a pearl that lies down under


The ocean of love they call, starts hello.


Upon this vast ocean, two souls were me and you


Over the waves and across the surface


I have found a love so true


The ocean of love was then the wondrous place.
 
 

        ......PASS A SMILE......






I smile when I am shy


I smile when I want to cry


I smile when I am sad


I smile, when I just go mad


I smile when I am envious


I smile when I am very jealous


I smile when I am happy


I smile when I feel shaky


I smile when I am emotional


I also smile when I act abnormal


I smile when I am overloaded


I smile when I miss my beloved


I smile when I think something


I smile when I think just nothing


Do you know why I am smiling? When I smile at you?


Dear friend, I think it’s a very tough question I asked you! !


Never mind whatever be the reason behind my smile,


Dear, just pass me a smile, at least I feel good for a while

       ♥ ......FRIENDS......♥ .

Friends stay together



through good and through bad


Friends stay together


through happy and sad


Friends stay together


through break-ups and tears


Friends stay together


over the years

Friends stay together


when different or alike


Friends stay together


through pain and through strife


Friends stay together


no matter the cause


Friends stay together


just because


Friends stay together


through love and through hate


Friends stay together


through destiny and fate

Friends stay together


they're just always there


Friends stay together


because they care♥