एक अनदेखा ख्वाब

मेरी जागी आँखों में न ख्वाब सजा इतना गहरा ,
यह मुझको दीवाना करके सारी उम्र सताएगा।
और सोच- सोच कर जिसकी बातें तनहा रातें बीती हैं,
मेरा चेहरा भी क्या याद उसे किसी दिन आएगा?
के तन्हाई है , इंतज़ार है, तेरा चेहरा , तेरा ख्याल,
तन्हाई है , इंतज़ार है, तेरा चेहरा , तेरा khyaal
अरे इतनी चीज़ें तेरे सहर में कौन जमा कर पायेगा?
की उसकी आँखों में बसने की हसरत दिल में उठती है ,
फिर लगता है की वो इतना प्यार कहाँ रख पायेगा?
मुझे अपनी आँखों में कैसे बसा पायेगा ?
एक अनदेखा ख्वाब मुझे दीवाना करके सारी उम्र सताएगा.

WHAT I WAS......WTHAT I AM.....LOVE RUINED ME......

when you was not in my life

i was very bold and as sharp as edges of knife

noone could say word against me

else the people who did that,i made them cry in plee

a girl who was very naughty and stubborn

i uesd to play pranks and throw tantrums

i was in search of love and care

someone who would deprive my tears

you was the one i choose

liked everything of yours whether your nature,nails or nose

a one with whom i shared my happiness and predicaments

a guy who was ready for help to lend

love spending time together

if i had exam tomorow,i was least bothered

ah!! time ruined you

freeting and fuming at me,nothnig else you do

my guy was changed

to see you in attitude for me it was strange

except humilation,insults.anger i got nothing new

for me respect from you is very few

except me noone else knows you better

nothing made you guilty neither my poems nor my letters

stil i had faith you will be back

i put my best efforts, i dont know in which i lack

now,everything has crossed boudations

i ve listened more than my limitations

my SELF-ESTEEM AND DIGNITY GOT LOST

i have to get it back at any cost

NOW I HAVE LOST ALL HOPES

YOU WONT EVER REALISE MY WORTH

BUT STILL I LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH......