.......YOUR SMILE AND YOUR TOUCH......

Your smile awakens my soul,



As the sun awakens the day.


A kiss and my life is yours,


It seems a fair price to pay.


Your touch arouses my senses,


As the moon arouses the night.


Hold me and win me forever,


In your arms all things are right.


Your heart endures all emotion,


As the sky endures all the stars.


Love me and we'll have eternity,


There is no greater love than ours.

                        .....A NEW BEGINNING.....


I lived day by day,



Telling myself things will get better.


My life I tried to end,


'cause life to me seemed hopeless.


A new beginning you gave me,


A second chance at life.


Dead ends kept following me,


No matter how hard I tried.


Every time I tried to die


That unborn picture came to mind.


I cried in fear, "What should I do?"


That picture came to mind,


That picture of you.


A new beginning you gave to me,


Now you are here.


You let me taste the life,


The life I tried so hard to end.


Now I share my breath with you,


And hold dear to the memories we've shared,


And will continue sharing in the times ahead.


I thank you now for giving me


A new beginning - a better life.

                              ..CLOSE..


We will reunite one day in that clear blue sky,



and start over where we left off, with your silent goodbye.


It's almost been a year now and tears still fall,


but tears from a sorrowful heart seem to have no time at all.


We had a bond, not like one you'd find everyday,


I wish you were here, for this I really wanted to say.


Your face I still see clearly, your laughter is still in the air,


why were you taken away from me? It is more than unfair.


And now I must learn life not sure of knowing the way,


you promised to be here to help me, someday.


I feel lonely now, scared and unsure,


why can't you be here to help me through this dark door?


It was you I loved and adored for so long,


but now I'm expected to move on and be strong.


I miss you more as the days go by,


sometimes I ask questions but can't help to cry.


Why were you taken out of my world in a blink of an eye?


only if I would have had a chance to say goodbye.


Life's different now it's just not the same,


I still try to remind myself no ones to blame.


You live in a memory now, a special place in my heart,


and I'll carry that memory close by me,


because there we won't ever have to part.

    ...I'M SORRY....

I’m sorry of being so emotional



I’m sorry of being so possessive


I’m sorry that I cry for you


I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed


I’m sorry for the damage I made


I’m sorry I’ve made you sick


Sorry I hurt you so deep


I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights


I’m sorry for each and every fight


I’m sorry for your pain & agony


I’m sorry for the missing harmony


I’m sorry for my selfish love


I’m sorry for not caring enough


I’m sorry for my restlessness


I’m sorry for the losing grace


I’m sorry my friend I made you mad


I’m sorry darling you are so sad


Sorry for not giving you any happiness


Sorry because it’s my disgrace


I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much


I’m sorry I always miss your touch


I’m sorry of being so mad about you


I’m sorry for my every blue


I’m sorry of being so immature


I’m sorry now that can’t be cured


I’m sorry of being myself


I’m sorry that I’ve failed


I’m sorry and sorry again


I’m sorry of being insane


But believe me that I love you


Should I say sorry for that too?

    ......NO MATTER WHAT OUR TROUBLES, I STILL LOVE YOU......


No matter what our troubles, I still love you,



As though a part of me were also you.


Life isn't easy, but I know without you


There will be bitterness in all I do.


I feel the broken heaven in my heart,


The blight that will outlast the years of healing,


The darkness underneath all time and art,


The pain that from within there's no concealing.


We were so much in love when we first met,


A river that would reach, in time, the sea.


We ought not let despair turn to regret,


But be through choice what love chose us to be.


No love can last except it be through will.


Were wastelands in our path, I'd love you still.

               .......OH HEART.........


Oh heart, oh heart, why must you beat?



Oh heart, oh heart, why must you weap?


Oh heart, oh heart, why must you hide?


Oh heart, oh heart, what lies inside?


Oh heart, oh heart, why must you cry?


Oh heart, oh heart, why do you despise?


Oh heart, oh heart, why are you weak?


Oh heart, oh heart, why can't you speak?


Oh heart, oh heart, why must you burn?


Oh heart, oh heart, why can't you learn?


Oh heart, oh heart, what went wrong?


Oh, heart, oh heart, can't you be strong?


Oh heart, oh heart, why are you blue?


Oh heart, oh heart, where are you?

       .........I REMEMBER........

                                   


I remember why we separated



And why I have no regrets


I remember it’s always easy to forgive


But not as easy to forget


I remember being in his presence


Yet I still felt all alone


I remember asking why is he here?


I’m doing everything on my own


I remember doing all the work


While he reaped the benefits


I remember being good to him


But he didn’t appreciate it


I remember holding conversation


Hoping to be heard


I remember how he brushed me off


And didn’t listen to one word


I remember all the times


I felt completely misunderstood


I remember thinking why do I try?


It does neither of us any good


I remember discussing a possible future


Our plans, my goals and views

I remember him showing no interest at all

He doesn’t think the way I do

I remember trying to voice my concerns


Making it clear that I was bored


I remember the day I got fed up


Sick and tired of being ignored


I remember thinking to myself


That warning was his last


I remember how he was once a present


Now a product of my past


I remember thinking enough is enough


I shall argue no more


I remember the day I packed my things


And headed for the door


I remember the way he stared at me


With sadness in his eyes


I remember leaving peacefully and thinking


Why is he surprised?


I remember all the fear I felt


After making my decision


I remember when loneliness set in


It wasn’t an easy transition


I remember getting accustomed


To doing things on my own


I remember gaining the peace of mind


That comes with being alone


I remember the sense of pride I felt


When I got my life on track


I remember when I walked away


There was no looking back


I remember the day he called me up


Trying to redeem himself


I remember breaking the news to him


“I’ve moved on with someone else”


I remember all my efforts and energy


That’s why I have no regrets


I remember it was just as easy


To forgive, to move on and to forget