.....A NEW BEGINNING.....


I lived day by day,



Telling myself things will get better.


My life I tried to end,


'cause life to me seemed hopeless.


A new beginning you gave me,


A second chance at life.


Dead ends kept following me,


No matter how hard I tried.


Every time I tried to die


That unborn picture came to mind.


I cried in fear, "What should I do?"


That picture came to mind,


That picture of you.


A new beginning you gave to me,


Now you are here.


You let me taste the life,


The life I tried so hard to end.


Now I share my breath with you,


And hold dear to the memories we've shared,


And will continue sharing in the times ahead.


I thank you now for giving me


A new beginning - a better life.

                              ..CLOSE..


We will reunite one day in that clear blue sky,



and start over where we left off, with your silent goodbye.


It's almost been a year now and tears still fall,


but tears from a sorrowful heart seem to have no time at all.


We had a bond, not like one you'd find everyday,


I wish you were here, for this I really wanted to say.


Your face I still see clearly, your laughter is still in the air,


why were you taken away from me? It is more than unfair.


And now I must learn life not sure of knowing the way,


you promised to be here to help me, someday.


I feel lonely now, scared and unsure,


why can't you be here to help me through this dark door?


It was you I loved and adored for so long,


but now I'm expected to move on and be strong.


I miss you more as the days go by,


sometimes I ask questions but can't help to cry.


Why were you taken out of my world in a blink of an eye?


only if I would have had a chance to say goodbye.


Life's different now it's just not the same,


I still try to remind myself no ones to blame.


You live in a memory now, a special place in my heart,


and I'll carry that memory close by me,


because there we won't ever have to part.