...LIFE'S CHOICES CHANGES OUR LIVES...


Why did I decide to change the course of my life?


I was impatient and naive that I let people take advantage of me.


My life has turned up side down and now it is crashing down.


I thought I could find love and hold it, blindly I went for it.


And tried to hold on to someone I thought felt the same.


But only cause myself heartache and pain.


I gave all that I had my mind and body and soul.


For what, only to be told that I was not the one he wanted to hold.


That I was just someone he could control.


Said he was ashamed to be seen with me.


You don’t know what that has done to me.


How stupid am I that I cry and cry.


Cry out why? Why?


Then I am reminded of the choices I had made.


Those choices have changed my life completely.


I have done this to myself.


No one is to blame.


I thought if I ignored the pain.


The pain would go away and things would change.


But I was wrong things have changed.


I do not feel the same.


For what was once love has turned to hate.


And now I must make my escape.